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I can't go into the why's or the full story right now. It was unexpected. It wasn't supposed to happen. 2 fucking doctors missed the problem he was having.

His obituary

I helped write it with Mom and Gina.

I can't go in to it, not because I don't want to, but because right now I can't get distraught. Earlier I started to cry and my throat closed up.

I made it through the services. I held up until we got home.

Then my body decided it didn't want to work properly anymore.

So yeah, I'll explain when everyone isn't fucking watching me and telling me to keep calm or trying to shove tranquilizers down my throat to keep me from crying. They're afraid I'm going to go into shock or when I start to cry too much I'll release too much histamine and it'll close my throat up again.

I can't afford to be human right now.

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