Freaking period. X_X;;

At this point I'm not even angry. I feel no anger just... Deep sadness. I'm crying silently at this point. I just... it just hit me. I haven't felt good for the past... oh... hour and a half or so mentally. maybe 2 hours. The littlest thing made me sad.

I feel... I dont know what the fuck I feel at this point but I just feel like if I locked myself in my room for the next 7 days so no one could speak to me it'd be best because I couldn't irritate anyone / bother anyone and I wouldn't suddenly cry all over them because... just...

nevermind.

I just want it to go away.

I want this feeling to go away.

I just want to curl up in a ball and wait until this is over to feel normal again.

i'm sorry if i'm bothering you or a burden or clinging to tightly. it's my period causing me to be so fucking needy or distant or just to pull away and the burden part... well.
That part can be fixed easily. heh.

Feeling better ^_^

Aiiya...

I'm feeling much better now...

The last post was my confusion from when my period just suddenly hit me and I was upset over quite a few things...

I wasn't thinking straight, I apologize about that... I just honestly wanted to pull away and hide inside so that I wouldn't bother anyone with my problems, because honestly they were so small and not even real problems... I just made them into problems...

I'm not making much sense but... Nathaniel helped cheer me up and make me feel better last night... so I'm fine now...

Except I'm so sleepy.... I need sleep, like Zombies need Brains.