As the storm begins to rise....

[pixie_elf]

Whee. I've been in a creative mood lately. Poetic, Painting, beading, you name it, I've been doing it. ^_^;; Mostly the writing though.

Right now I feel sick. I hate my period at the moment. Meh. I feel icky because I've had 3 in the last month...

But I am tired of being your Savior,
And I am tired of telling you why.

I warned you. I tried to warn you. You chose not to listen to me. I wash my hands of this. What you choose to do to him and to yourself is your own choice. You were warned about how I felt. You were warned what would happen. How am I to blame if you won't listen to more than one person's warnings? Oh well. You'll learn soon enough what you want and by then it may be too late. Either way things between our friendship I think are frozen at this point. They will not get any better nor any worse on my part. Maybe on yours because I'm withdrawing myself, but I've got good reason to. Your hurts will not be my fault this time around. There is a reason I've done things the way I've done them. Done is done, I cannot undo them. Either way the only thing I may do is stand by them. I stand by what I said because it's the truth. Nothing good will come of rehashing all of these things...

It matters not to me now what you do. I love you but I won't watch you allow yourself to be destroyed. Maybe you didn't realize it but BLIND faith has gotten you nothing so far. What makes you think blindly obeying someone yet again will make good come to you?

You made your choice, and I am making mine, to force myself not to fucking bother telling the complete truth to you until you've gotten your act together. I had a backup plan in order, so what does it matter? I was hurt at first. Very hurt, but you know what? Now I'm just annoyed. Now I'm just angry. I'll get over it, sooner or later, once I'm prooved right I'll get over it and the anger will go away... heh.

Comments

[kagemorou.livejournal.com]

RILEY: YEEEEEEEEEEES GIVE INTO YOUR ANGER!!!!

*kicks riley out of the way*


Seriously Hon, you've done asll you can.... its her life.. she needs to live it... make mistakes, fall on her arse and learn.... thats the only way..

RILEY: Oh its not the -only- way homes.... I'm about to show you the other ways *ziiiip!*


erm.... gotta go

[moonbunni.livejournal.com]

I know I know. Meh. That's the very reason I'm backing off. ^_^;;

And... does this mean Riley will be showing ME the other ways? *Runs away!!!*

[kagemorou.livejournal.com]

Fear not love, He's just mad at me because I kicked him.


RILEY: Yeah but that doesn't mean I won't go after your loved ones...


WHAT??

RILEY: With great power comes great responsibility for me porking your girlfriend..


*shoots Riley with a taiser...*

RILEY: uuuuugh.... I LOVE YOU!!!


He's Pacified! Make a run for it!!!

[moonbunni.livejournal.com]

*LMFAO*

Awh but he's soo cute... Lookit him, saying "I love you!!!" *starts to run over to Riley to hug him*

[kagemorou.livejournal.com]

Nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo *takes aim and blows Riley off a cliff with a single shot*


*grabs your wrist and makes a run for it*

He's gonna be sooooo pissed...

[moonbunni.livejournal.com]

*squeaks as she's dragged off* Poor Riley! Oh! I just wanted to hug him! He just needs someone to love him! Then he'll be nice and cute and cuddly! We can tame him and keep him as a pet and let the podlings play with him! Please? :D

[kagemorou.livejournal.com]

The last time someone tried to "tame" Riley they needed to call CSI to determine weather the large splotch on the wall was, indeed, ll that remained of the body.. and Riley would just train the podlings to rape nuns and small children... much like the squirrel fiasco of '87 no.. we'd best run... hide.... and possibly change our names(and my shorts)

[moonbunni.livejournal.com]

....Your shorts? Damn, I didn't realize he was that scary. O_O;; *Runs away with you to never be found again* ^_^

[lilac-liar.livejournal.com]

yer umm whos that bout? i kinda have a clue.. but i dunno.. tel tell.. lol... its ok hun.. we all luv you... oh yer btw thanx for helping out doing the dam fridge after skool
i nearly threw up! lol.. ne ways mwa we luv ya and i always listen to ya .. what was that you sed jumpp...... oh god.. how high?hedhehehehe

[moonbunni.livejournal.com]

*lmfao* sweetie, I'm thinking you might be confused... as I don't go to school... nor have I left my house in several days. ^_^;

[lilac-liar.livejournal.com]

sorry, i have a moonbunnii... everyone has similaiar names, soz. how r ya ne ways, im nat. lol.... and ok.,.. i forgive you for not being at my skool now.. lol.. since i live in perth.. where do ya live?

[moonbunni.livejournal.com]

lol, I'm Mystina, and, I live in Texas ^_^;; lol

[lilac-liar.livejournal.com]

kewl, hey mystina, do you happen to like anime, lots of my friends do.. or sailor moon.lol.... well nice to meet you.. im 17 this yr, and i am still at skool which is annoying, how come ya havent been outside in a couple of days... i hope ya have atleast watched sum movies.. i luv movies.. even more than dancing.. wat type of music yas like?

[moonbunni.livejournal.com]

lol, yes, I do. ^_^ And it's nice to meet you too... I'm 20, and about to be 21 in August. I haven't gone outside mainly cause it's hot here in Texas, and I'm pretty ill... Heat makes me sicker. ^_^; So I stay inside... and nah... I haven't been in much of a movie watching mood... I like mostly rock music ^_^ Whee!

[lilac-liar.livejournal.com]

oh kewl. yer my bday is august the 11th. lol. rock music..kewl.. i usually like anything.. but luv pop and dance music.. luv dancing. its winter here..hehe.. so cold.. rain rain lol.

[moonbunni.livejournal.com]

I wish it was still winter here... lol... mine is August 29th. ^_^